Post by darlingstrawberry on Jan 12, 2012 15:21:53 GMT -5
And I feel like I owe an explanation!
I really don't like just dropping off the face of the earth, or anything, but that's definitely kind of what happened here.
First off, let me say, I have been super busy. But recently, I've been going through some stuff, and my life has kind of either hit a wall, or has perhaps started a new chapter. (goodness knows it feel like both sometimes!)
I've been looking at myself a lot, and who I am, and everything, and I feel like I've been trying really hard to define myself as quickly as possible, in every aspect of my life.
Religion, for me right now, has been on a total back burner. (And I hope some of you know what I mean by that. I'm not trying to ignore it or whatever... it's just been not a priority.) I'm looking more and more at my beliefs, and the beliefs I've grown up around, ect. and I feel like right now, I need to take a step back from everything, and try to focus on the present.
I've undoubtedly got a pagan basis in my beliefs, and I think that's a good thing, and when I get older, I'll maybe pursue learning more. But right now, there's things I need to come to terms with on my own, before I can go adding more into my life.
I'm sorry if this is an odd explanation, but it's the best way I can word it.
And about the little girl who needs our prayers and help, she'll be in my thoughts, and I'll be sending positive energy her way.
-Gini
I really don't like just dropping off the face of the earth, or anything, but that's definitely kind of what happened here.
First off, let me say, I have been super busy. But recently, I've been going through some stuff, and my life has kind of either hit a wall, or has perhaps started a new chapter. (goodness knows it feel like both sometimes!)
I've been looking at myself a lot, and who I am, and everything, and I feel like I've been trying really hard to define myself as quickly as possible, in every aspect of my life.
Religion, for me right now, has been on a total back burner. (And I hope some of you know what I mean by that. I'm not trying to ignore it or whatever... it's just been not a priority.) I'm looking more and more at my beliefs, and the beliefs I've grown up around, ect. and I feel like right now, I need to take a step back from everything, and try to focus on the present.
I've undoubtedly got a pagan basis in my beliefs, and I think that's a good thing, and when I get older, I'll maybe pursue learning more. But right now, there's things I need to come to terms with on my own, before I can go adding more into my life.
I'm sorry if this is an odd explanation, but it's the best way I can word it.
And about the little girl who needs our prayers and help, she'll be in my thoughts, and I'll be sending positive energy her way.
-Gini
